I honestly cant tell you the last time i cut my self before last night. Im sure it was about a month or two ago. I dont remember the reason either. I just wish I could stop that it wasn't something i need to do. I also wish people would stop treating it like its some kewl thing to do to get attention like that your become bestfriends with someone because they cut and you start to like you two will understand everything because that person started cutting also there is this girl who wants to be exactly like me im sure i should be flattered and all but once she found I was a cutter now all she talks to me about is asking how to hide it or she just shows them off its annoying that she thinks it is kewl. It's not i struggle with it every single day of my life its not something i do to get sympathy from anyone it's something i cant control like a desies.