I am a depressed person. I don't have a family that would care for me. I don't have friends who would listen to me when I am sad. I am all alone in this world. I am lost. I don't know what to do. I just want to end my life. It's weird how the only thing I fear about killing myself is that I might just survive. Someone please guide me. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to look forward for. It's like there's nothing in my life that could make me happy.